Delayed Reaction

I seem to be pretty good at disappearing. Perhaps I should become a secret agent.

Life for me? Flipped upside down. I do have a job now–woo fast food. I officially cannot eat fries anymore because I’m sick of the smell. I’m the new girl, so I get the dirty work of cooking fries most of the time. However, today, I got to toast buns. You don’t know how excited I was about that. The hallelujah chorus was singing the whole 5 hours I was there today. Much better than the usual 8 to 9 hours standing over the frier and always hoping there’ll be enough and that you don’t run out. I’ve already called out sick twice =[. One from an allergic reaction to anonymous insect bites, and another because of me getting cocky and eating a sundae when we all know I can’t have dairy products. And silly me even neglected to take my Lactase pills. I am so smart.

I was told today that I looked like Kirstin Dunst from Spiderman…. I should’ve handed the guy my glasses and asked him to look again. I always put the cardboard boxes from the fries over my head when I go to the back to dispatch them with the rest. It just gives me something to do. This time I passed a coworker and they looked at me funny. I said, “Mine!” and continued towards the back and he burst into laughter. When I got back he said, “You did NOT just do that.” still laughing. Brightened my day a bit. One dude picks on me because I forgot my name tag one day and I wouldn’t tell him my name, and also because I don’t talk much. I can be really talkative and chatty with my friends and classmates, but when I’m put somewhere new and unfamiliar, I don’t feel comfortable enough to be myself I guess. I’m probably the quietest person there. I mostly keep to myself and do as I’m told. Totally not who I am anywhere else I go. I don’t know what gets into me but I guess it’s unchangable. Perhaps I’ll get more comfortable and talk. Hopefully I get to be on register. All they’ve had me on is buns, fries, and toasting & q’ing.

I apologize for disappearing, I didn’t really think my online presence here was really worth much. I don’t sign on to MSN Messenger much anymore if you can tell. I bought Guild Wars and play that more than doing anything else online it seems. I hardly even check my email or other accounts. Doesn’t interest me as much. Although feedback on my entries do brighten my day and I thank those who commented. If it weren’t for you, this small corner of the web wouldn’t have much use for me or anyone else. =] I’ll try and keep up, but I have to go right now. I STILL have stupid dialup and the telephone is needed. If there are any grammatical mistakes, it’s because I’m too lazy to read over this entry this time. Sorry for the rambling that may have taken place. Take care, everyone. Remember to brush your teeth regularly and take your vitamins.